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They know K is not K A is not aware he is A
He believes he is B
He behaves like C
A is not aware he is A

C comes to A says
He knows that A is not A but D
A starts behaving like D

D comes to A says
He knows that A is not A but E
A starts behaving like E

E comes says A is G
G comes says A is P
P comes says A is T
A starts behaving like
G and P and T

One fine day
A realizes that he is A
And he starts behaving like A

This disillusionment of A eludes
B C D E G and P
B comes to A and says
you are not A
and so says C D E G and P

A goes on behaving like A

C D E G and P stops coming to him

Now they go to K
They say
They know
They know K is not K by ~intendedself

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Thoughts are Energy capsules. thoughts are energy capsules
slow and crude,
capable of creating selves

selves are competent
in causing a cause
resourceful enough to act as a force
qualified for an accident
in a situation conducive
if reconciled with an opposite pole,
the wise call it a happening
'its my doing', shall claim a fool

slow and crude, but
energetic enough
to evolve on its own into a momentum
which drives you to drive a car or a cart the choice is yours

(But alas!
we are disposed to think with this charge
instead of choosing to drive a car
or a cart)

slow and crude but abrupt,
intense enough to shuffle into an impulse
with thThoughts are Energy capsules. by ~intendedself

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I am just a drop of water I am just a drop of water

In this ever flowing stream

I am here, one moment

There, the very next

Yet another, I am not.

Its sheer accident

As to where one is

At the top or at the bottom

Rising or colliding

Depending on the accident

Which brings one to

Where one is.

Joy is personal

And so is suffering

The river has no say in it.

The river arises from sources, many

Flowing into two distinct streams

We are part of the one, known

Flowing passively in the direction, known

Every drop has a purpose

In this stream

Purpose of the unknown, none of its own.

But there's a gleam of hope

Distinct but remote

If one can consciously deI am just a drop of water by ~intendedself

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A fool called me a fool? A fool called me a fool

What do I do?

Shall I feel offended

By giving the fool

Undeserved importance

Undue to an obtuse?

Shall I feel hurt and wounded

For the fool has formed an opinion

On hearsay, believing others

Without knowing for himself?

Shall I feel sorry

For the scorn spitting unreasonably callous fool

As the fools are not wise enough to know

They are acting fools?

Shall I ACT wise

Actively reasoning in the light of my own truth

Pitying the fool in recognition of fool being a fool

As I can't demand wisdom from a fool?

A fool called me a fool

What do I do?A fool called me a fool? by ~intendedself

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Realization of a presence in its absence: March 14

Apr 7, 2005, 7:58:55 PM by ~intendedself
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One realizes the presence of a presence more when it's absent than when it was present.
One realizes the smoothness and the comfort of one's own bed when lying in some other bed far from one's own bed. One feels the beauty of being at home, the pleasure of returning back to one's sweet home when it is still afar and never when one is occupying and comfortably placed inside it. One fails to realize the euphoria of oneness when one.
I am in such a state these days.

There is a space behind me that was filled with a presence just a couple of day before, in time. There is a time behind me that was filled with a presence just a couple of day before, in space. And at this very moment I am realizing the beauty of that space in time, the beauty of those moments in this very space behind me, now so empty.
This emptiness is inside me and I am inside it.
This realization is beautiful despite all the longings.

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~eternity-4ever Mar 26, 2006

Please watch this video. It's 1 hour and 20 minutes long and it's the best havily referenced 9/11 documentary.

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Please share this with at least 2 other people.

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"Any society that would give up a little liberty to gain a little security will deserve neither and lose both."

- Benjamin Franklin

~glaubersonic Oct 14, 2005

Hey dude!
Nice work, only saw the images, thou. Simple and conceptual. Guess I liked it because I find extremely hard do simplify things....

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glauber

~Absinthyium Sep 22, 2005 Student General Artist

I hope all is going well for you!!

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~TheBlueLotus Apr 9, 2005

Thank you for the watch on my new account!!

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"Spiral Out, Keep Going..."

~KeralaKutti Apr 7, 2005

Thanks so much for the watch

~whosclimbing Mar 22, 2005

dear ashok

. i miss your presence and your wonderful writing.
hope you are doing well.

~Leliz Mar 14, 2005

Think about this...
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
*PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. add this as a comment to ten of ur friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years..."

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Screw Jello....There's always room for Haagan-dazs!!!

~Aura- Mar 9, 2005

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